Current Game Wishlist (Winter 2018)

Don’t get me wrong, I love talking about books, cruelty-free products, skincare and discussing mental health and how to deal with anxiety and such. That’s probably the main basis for my blog and what I aspire to share on here. However, I. freaking. love. video. games.

I’ve done one or two posts about video games before and mentioned my favourite games and characters, plus if you know me in person you’ll know how much video game related merch, consoles and games I own (I own way too many games on steam I have yet to finish, it’s a problem). I’m lucky enough to have had a year’s experience doing an apprenticeship practicing game art/3D modelling and my partner and housemates are all studying game design, so I’m surrounded by countless outlets of different games, consoles and styles which makes me happy because video games have given me years of enjoyment and happiness. Some games have even been great at reducing my anxiety and keeping me stimulated when I feel at my worst.

However it is kind of disheartening, especially if you even spend a minute on Twitter, being a female gamer sometimes. With the rise of stories of particular big name game studios turning out to have very toxic, male-dominated, sexist hidden cultures in their staff or studios firing female staff mainly on the basis of keeping a minority of their fans (the not-so-nice ones that form a mob and guilt their supposed ‘favourite studio’ into firing staff because they say they’ll stop playing) happy, it can be very daunting and upsetting but alas not surprising. 63% of women in a 2012 poll reported being called derogatory names during gaming and I’ve experienced and seen first hand female gamers being questioned on their hobby. You get women being accused of ‘liking games just for attention’ – do you really think we save up our own well-earned money to buy games and consoles just to impress someone else? These ridiculous, sexist assumptions need to stop.

So when it comes to buying and playing games now, it can be tiring to try to ensure I’m contributing towards decent studios but also not falling for the rampant act of pushing girls out of online communities and ‘male-dominated’ games. Girls should be able to enjoy whatever damn games they want, be able to play competitive online games without getting disgusting comments and should be able to express and bask in their hobby on their social media without being questioned. Go girl gamers!

So to bring a brighter side to my repetitive rant, I thought I’d share with you some incredible looking games that have been popping up lately that I am dying to get my hands on at some point!

Two Point Hospital – Two Point Studios and SEGA

If you played Theme Hospital growing up, this game is pretty much its higher quality successor. Two Point Studios was founded in 2016 by Ben Hymers, Mark Webley and Gary Carr. Carr and Webley had in fact previously worked for Bullfrog Productions (the original creators of Theme Hospital) and then went on to work for Lionhead Studios (best known for creating the Fable series). Two Point Hospital released at the end of August this year and since has been really basking in positive reviews on Steam. It is essentially a simulation/sandbox game where you create a hospital in the style you want, and as more patients arrive with strange diseases (some of my personal favourites being 8-bitten, light-headed and denim genes) you have to try to manage your hospital, your staff, your money and your patients as efficiently as possible. The absolute buzz of these kind of games is getting everything working smoothly and fine-tuned but the different level specifications and limits keep you glued to your computer for hours as you want to unlock everything and experience all the daft humour that comes with it. At the moment Two Point Hospital is available on Steam for £24.99, I’m not sure if it has any plans to release on consoles!

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Ooblets – Glumberland and Double Fine

Ooblets is an upcoming indie game made a pair of lovely people called Rebecca and Ben and together they’ve name their mini studio creating Ooblets – ‘Glumberland’. The game hasn’t got a set release date so far, but from the teaser trailers and images online, I know I’m going to be all over this game. For one, I absolutely adore cute, low-poly style game art and second, Rebecca and Ben describe Ooblets as ‘an upcoming farming, creature collection, and town life indie game inspired by Pokémon, Harvest Moon, and Animal Crossing’ – now that is literally three of my favourite games of all time put into one sentence! All my life I have loved relaxing games where you can customize your character and world to make your game feel like it’s personal to you and I also love farming games where you have set stuff to do every so often and it ends up putting you into a very dreamy, absorbing routine-like state (that’s such a weird way to describe it but if you’re a big fan of Animal Crossing you’ll get what I mean!). The game is said to have a ‘bustling town’ full of different characters and you can also join Ooblet Clubs! Everything about this game sounds very exciting and I can’t wait to see what the Glumberland duo continue to add to what already seems like a lovely, gorgeous game! You can wishlist Ooblets on their steam page and they also have plenty of links to social media, discords and a patreon to support them over on the game’s website!

Steam Link | Ooblets Website

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Donut County – Ben Esposito and Annapurna Interactive

Much like Ooblets, one of the first things that admittedly drew me to Donut County was it’s low poly, colourful, cute game art and environments. Donut County, made on Unity and developed by Ben Esposito, is a game with a goal very eloquently stated on the website as ‘Meet the locals, steal their trash and throw them in a hole.’ Already I’m sold. Donut County is a casual, indie game where you play as a cute but cunning raccoon named BK and his app that creates holes in the ground. BK ends up swallowing the whole of Donut County and his best friend Mira and other residents of the county demand answers as to why BK has gotten them stuck 999 feet underground! The concept is absolutely hilarious and bizarre but the gameplay itself is so satisfying! My only experience with the gameplay so far is watching someone play it on Youtube and it looks absolutely worth it. The characters are all so unique and well designed, it has hilarious humour in the ‘trashopedia’ (which you can look at when you’ve finished a level to see what ‘trash’ you swallowed in your hole) and also the soundtrack is incredible! Donut County released on the 28th August on Steam, PS4 and iOS and I can’t wait to try it!

Steam Link | Donut County Website | Donut County Soundtrack (definitely listen!!)

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So that’s my top three games I have on my wishlist right now! I can’t wait to hopefully download Two Point or Donut County because they look so fun, and it’ll be exciting to see anymore development on Ooblets! I could go on with some of the games out soon or recently announced (especially after last night’s Nintendo Direct) but I’d be here for ages! I definitely recommend having a look at these games because you’ll be supporting some incredible creators! Also p.s Annapurna Interactive if you ever see this – I’d definitely be first in theoretical line for some Donut County merchandise!

I hope you enjoyed reading this and feel free to share any games you’ve wishlisted recently or are looking forward to in the comments!

Thanks for reading

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Sometimes being selfish makes me feel good

This post is probably more of a personal, ‘what I did today’ blog post than anything else. Lately in the run up to Christmas I think everyone’s getting a little more stressed and retail is probably not the most favourable place to work right now. Although I must say having little old ladies and men go ‘are they making you work Christmas Eve?!? bless you, you poor thing’ is kind of endearing – to which I halfheartedly laugh and go ‘Aw I know’, don’t think they’d bless me as much if I told them I said I’d work Christmas Eve if I could have New Years off so I can stay at home hungover..

But yeah today has been an up and down kind of day. I definitely started today off on a positive note – my UCAS application is almost sent off! I finished my personal statement and got it double checked at my old college (shout-out to Trafford College, my rights as a student to get help with University applications lasts up to 3 years after leaving!), paid for the choices and now I just await my tutor to attach a reference and off it goes! I’m feeling extremely excited about it.

Then at work I did get a slight bollocking about ‘wandering off’, when really I had gone to help on a department that had no staff. I thought I was taking the initiative and doing something that would be helpful to the rest of the store/staff but alas. I’ve never been good with being shouted at, especially in front of peers, so that did put a downer on my day.

So after work tonight when I went Christmas shopping with my mother – I decided to be selfish and treat myself. It’s very fulfilling ‘treating yourself’, even if it’s short lived. I do recommend having ‘treat yo self’ moments. Obviously not everytime can be self indulgent purchases BUT, you can try things like bubble baths, treating yourself to chocolate/cakes, watching your favourite movie, buying yourself some takeout – even I class having naps as treating myself after a long day cause it just relaxes me so much. Naps always give me a bit of an energy lift because I get so cranky when I’m tired.

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Bubble baths are great for de-stressing

But yeah I went and got myself… (drum roll) ANIMAL CROSSING HAPPY HOME DESIGNER!

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Please excuse the bright pink pj bottoms…

It’s been so long since I treated myself to a video game; considering they are one of my favourite things. I’ve heard good things about this spin off and Animal Crossing is one of the most relaxing games I’ve ever played. I can’t wait to play it.

I also got myself a big ass jumper. Or in a less sweary description – a men’s medium size cream jumper from Tesco’s. I love getting men’s jumpers because they just seem so much more thick and baggy than womens. I do love the designs and cuteness of women’s jumpers but sometimes I can’t take the ‘fitted’ design. I look good in them in the daytime and then after eating or drinking, the fitted bit tugs over my little food belly and I feel so uncomfortable. Sad face.

But yeah! Always take time in a week to self care and treat yourself! I hope everyone else is having a good week in the run up to Christmas.

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Thanks for reading!
Helena x x

 

Some of my favourite video game ladies!

So today I joined the absolutely lovely Jemma‘s twitter ‘Girl Gang’ group and am absolutely chuffed and excited to be involved in a great idea that will bring girl bloggers together to unite, discuss and make friendships! Definitely go and check out Jemma’s blog at www.dorkface.co.uk!

On the subject of awesome, empowering girls I decided to make a post about one of my favourite mediums and the characters I love! I feel like I may accidentally miss out some of them and they’re in no particular order, so definitely comment any characters you think are honourable mentions!

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Elizabeth Comstock – Bioshock Infinite

Ah, my sweet, dear Elizabeth. Definitely a character I knew I was going to love and appreciate when I first watched the past E3 demos of Bioshock Infinite. The Bioshock series is one of my favourite game series and even though out of all the editions to the series, Infinite has it’s flaws and I believe they may of somewhat held Elizabeth’s involvement in mechanics back a bit, I absolutely love her. You’re introduced to her as your typical Disney princess in a castle trapped from the big world with the naivety of what is out there. She sits in her rooms reading and makes tears to see Paris. She dreams of the big, wild world but is not entirely sure of what the plans her father, Comstock, dictates for her future. But soon she helps the protagonist Booker make his way through Columbia trying to figure out why she was trapped in her ‘towers’ with her powers and her amazing knowledge. She is such a strong, intelligent character and I think it is great that Irrational made her the playable character in chapter two of Burial At Sea.

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Tetra from The Legend of Zelda

Admittedly, I have still not finished Wind Waker, which I am ashamed to say because it’s such an amazing looking game and the art style is so lovely and inspiring. If I was to ever be able to 3D model and texture in a style similar I’d be so happy. However Tetra had to make my list because she is a character I also fell in love with straight away when playing. She is very outspoken and her devilish smirk is adorable. I can’t wait to continue playing and see how her story develops.

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Chie Satonaka from Persona 4

Persona 4 is my favourite game of all time. I cannot recommend it enough and you’re damn right if you think I’ll probably make a Persona 5 review when it comes out. Chie is a ‘tomboy’ish girl from a small town called Inaba with a love for kung-fu, red meat and fighting for justice alongside her friends. Before gaining her ‘persona’, Chie has an inferiority complex towards her childhood best friend Yukiko and feels that she is not feminine enough to fit in at school and is jealous of all the attention Yukiko recieves. This then stems for her to internally gain satisfaction from Yukiko’s need to rely on Chie for confidence and support. Chie finally confronts her ‘shadow’ (the manifestation of these internal feelings) and overcomes them whilst gaining confidence and knowing she should not compare herself to her best friend and has her own strengths. Chie is an incredibly admirable character and also extremely funny and adorable and I loved following her stories in Persona 4.

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Junko Enoshima from Dangan Ronpa (WARNING: Spoilers Ahead)

Now Junko is hardly a character to look up to and class as a role model. Considering she murders a lot of people, manipulates classmates into murdering other people and each other in a game of life or death and basically causes the destruction of mankind. But she is so well written and such a unique character that I am drawn to her and just had to put her on this list. It’s been a while since I played Dangan Ronpa or Super Dangan Ronpa 2 but she is an extremely intelligent villain that creates her plan for the ‘despair of mankind’ purely for despair. Not in revenge, not over other characters. She’s just cold-blooded and thrives off despair. She even owns up as a ‘loser’ to her own game at the end of game one and takes part in an execution because she is so full of energy from the despair. She’s a mad and interesting character and you won’t find another character exactly like her.

Some honourable mentions also include Snow White from The Wolf Among Us, Ellie from The Last Of Us, Mikan Tsumiki from Super Dangan Ronpa 2, Nami from Harvest Moon: A Wonderful Life and Cassandra from Dragon Age Inquisition.

What female video characters do you love? Have a comment below!

Helena x x